Why do I
cry? Why do I whinge?
Why do I
sulk and why do I binge?
Why is it
that I don’t see
All the
beautiful things that are given to me?
Why do I frown and grind my teeth?
Why do I
hiss and why do I seethe?
When I can
count my blessings instead
And stay
focused with a clear head!
Yet
everything seems to make me mad
Nothing is
in control and I’m always sad
“I can’t go
on like this, no!” I scream!
Clearly,
this is not living my dream?
I haven’t
slept in ages, I haven’t read
I’m always
grumpy, I’m seeing red
Ready to
pounce on anyone who tries to reason
People will
soon call me “that crazy woman!”
I miss my man
even when we’re together
Does that
even make sense? I wonder
I chide
myself “Just deal with it! That’s the only way!”
Maybe I’m
just lazy, what can I say?
Nobody and
nothing can stop me from anything
Yet isn’t it
sad that I’m ruining everything?
For me, for
us; all because I’m not strong enough
I know life
can get challenging, it can be rough
But the
answer is so simple, I almost laugh out loud
It’s
obvious, as clear as a sky without a cloud
“It’s all in
the mind!” Yes, it’s true!
That’s the
solution that will help me get through!
So I’ll
train my mind to do what’s right
Do all that
I can with all my might
Then I’ll be
able to live like I should
Everything
will be okay, everything will be good!
I've been battling a lot of things lately. I needed to write, the words were all teeming and screaming in my head, LOL! Words are my best friends, they help me relax, they calm me down and they can soothe me like nothing else can!
Stay strong, stay blessed!
